joanna: sorry!! aiya. i dont know why im saying this but like aiya. you somehow make me feel as if aiya!! i also don't know how to put it. like don't wanna ruin our relationship because of this. but i wont be as stupid as to tell SHANNEN right. even if i wanna tell, also tell someone not as close to her what. shannen's her good friend la, like it's so extra to tell her. it's okay if you dont trust me but hope that you don't like erm dislike me lor.