today was a sad sad and really sad afternoon. all my seniors' nicks. so touchy.

i just chatted with melo. she made me recap.
she made me think about jtc, we din do good, we'd let them down, we made them cry ):
she made me think about drills, we were not united either, we were really very messy for them, we'd let them down again ):
i thought about pt, we were having those fun times and it's like so quickly, they passed out.

i can't really believe it. i teared. melo made me tear, i tried hard to stop my watery eyes from crying, i din want my grandma to worry about me, what happened to me, why did i cry.
i can't believe, melo cried too.

it's sad. it's like it was only a few months, a few weeks, a few days back when they stepped into our lifes. and now...

i love you all.
i love jeanette alot.
i love genevieve alot.
ma'ams, rock on.